day 4

Today dd woke me at 5am and got into bed with us after much tossing and turning and bed hoggin she went back to sleep lol, then woke at 7am tickling my feet arghh! When i got up i felt like a hamster all my glands were swollen on one side... so i dosed up on painkillers.
I went to my bodypump class at 10 i did that for an hour, i came out and did 15mins on the crosstrainer then 30 situps.
Food today (not brilliant)
2 weetabix
brown sandwich ham and reduce fat coleslaw and a bit of leftover tuna pasta, snickers bar
2 reggae chicken breasts, peas and fries

I am beginning to get a bit downhearted - am thinking i need to live on an apple a day and water to actually lose any weight :-( stupid i know i wont do that i would be starving.
hmmm maybe plastic surgery will ever be the only answer...
This whole weight business is depressing me - i have never struggled with my weight until recently i cant hack all this weight gain - and all my clothes not fitting :-(